I have been smacked upside the head with a similar obsession, and rested not until the beast was captured. My winters were set by the time left until my next Wabigoon trip. My summers were set by when I might be able to sneak back. When I DID get the beast, I was NOT disappointed, had no loss of BIG MUSKIE drive, but I DID feel way better about defeating the fish that had beaten me at least three times.

You are correct, sir, this is nutz. Welcome, Ahab, may your quest be long, enjoyable, and result in the beast hitting the bag!